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Monday, May 15th, 2006
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9:13 pm - I Know It's Not What you Deserve
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The first degree was a riot You were making sure my lesson's learned I'm not ashamed but I'm trying I've come to expect the standards you have set... Tell me just how dangerous is second best You've settled for less and I'm sure you'll settle again
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe? There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe?
The closer that I look Is just the further that you get Already, stubborn skin thickens in attempt to understand Understand...
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe? There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe? You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting) When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins And I know it's not what you deserve
Came as a gift from a good friend That disapproves, but understands That you represent and actively encourage All of my worst habits, they all are Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things Don't test me
There's no stopping me; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe? There's no stopping this; I'm gutting you out Does this make you feel safe? You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting) When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins And I know it's not what you deserve You've got time (got time); I'm waiting (I'm waiting) When the guilt subsides, (still waiting) the night begins And I know it's not what you deserve
How dangerous is second best? (You'll settle for less) (You'll settle for less)
Well I know it's not what you deserve It's not what you deserve I know it's not what you deserve I know it's not what you deserve
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| Monday, March 27th, 2006
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6:44 pm - Desert Song
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We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith Swelled up from the rain clouds, move like a wraith Well after all, we'll lie another day And through it all We'll find some other way To carry on through cartilage and fluid And did you come to stare, or wash away the blood?
Well tonight, well tonight Will it ever come? Spend the rest of your days Rocking out just for the dead Well tonight Will it ever come? I can see you awake anytime, in my head
Did we all fall down? From the lights to the pavement From the van to the floor From backstage to the doctor From the Earth to the morgue Morgue, morgue, morgue
Well tonight Will it ever come? Spend the rest of your days Rocking out just for the dead Well tonight Will it ever come? I can see you awake anytime in my head
All fall down Well after all...
This ones for you!
current mood: accomplished current music: My Chemical Romance
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| Saturday, February 25th, 2006
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3:22 pm - Drugs or Me?
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Stay with me You're the one I need You make the hardest things Seem easy
Keep my heart Somewhere drugs don't go Where the sunshine slows Always keep me close
If only you could see The stranger next to me You promise you promise that you're done But i cant tell you from the drugs
Don't let go Well dig a great big hole Down an endless hole We'll both go
You're so blind! You can't save me this time Hope comes from inside And I feel so low tonight
If only you could see The stranger next to me You promise you promise that you're done But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish you could see This face in front of me You're sorry you swear it you're done But I can't tell you from the drugs
(Ohhhh) (Ohhhh)
(take me) I need your help (so far away) To pull me up take the wheel (take me) Out from me (so far away) Out from me
(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help) (So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain) (Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me) (So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help) (So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel) (Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me) (So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
Keep my heart somewhere drugs don't go Where the sunshine slows always keep me close
current mood: pessimistic current music: Jimmy Eat World
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| Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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12:28 pm - Don't Bother
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Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess (well which would you prefer) My finger on the trigger, or (me face down, down across your floor) Me face down, down across your floor (me face down, down across your floor) Well just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin let's go...
Don't bother trying to explain Angel I know exactly what goes on when you're on and How about I'm outside of your window (how about I'm outside of your window) Watchin him keep the details covered You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker) for a sweet talker, yeah
And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin (the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back) And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know...
Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you? Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?
And all of this was all your fault And all of this
(I stay jealous) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life!
current mood: crushed
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| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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12:57 pm - I've Got A Plan To Work Things Out, I've Got A Plan And You Know How
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Y 0 U [ .01. ] first name: Jordan [ .02. ] middle name: Wigle [ .03. ] last name: Janisse [ .04. ] nickname(s): JJ, Bert [ .05. ] gender: Male [ .06. ] birthday: November 16 1989 [ .07. ] height: 5'9 [ .08. ] hair color: Black with a little blonde in it [ .09. ] eye color: Blue and grey put together [ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: No [ .011. ] do you have braces: No [ .012. ] is your hair long or short: Long [ .013. ] where were you born: Toronto [ .014. ] current location: Windsor [ .015. ] zodiac sign: Scorpio [ .016. ] how many languages do you know: Just one, english [ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: Polish (: [ .018. ] bad habits: I'm obsessive compulsive [ .019. ] piercing you have: None [ .020. ] piercing you want: None [ .021. ] tattoos you have: None [ .023. ] today: Wednesday [ .024. ] today's date: February 1, 2006 [ .025. ] the time: 12:11 pm [ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Hell yeah!
F A M i L Y [ .027. ] mother's name: Vicki [ .028. ] father's name: Mike [ .029. ] brother's name: I don't have one [ .030. ] sister's name: I don't have one [ .031. ] favorite aunt: My aunt Cheryl [ .032. ] favorite uncle: My uncle Steve [ .033. ] favorite grandparent: My grandma Gail [ .036. ] worst relative: My uncle Lupp [ .037. ] best relative: My cousin Sean (: [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Yup [ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: I'm not sure?
P E T S [ .040. ] do you have any pets: No ): [ .041. ] what are their names: ... [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: ...
S C H 0 0 L [ .043. ] are you still in school: Yup [ .044. ] did you drop out: No [ .045. ] current gpa: GPA? [ .046. ] favorite grade: Grade 9 [ .047. ] least favorite grade: 7 and 8 [ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Sadler [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr. Kane [ .050. ] favorite subject: Entrepreneurship [ .051. ] least favorite subject: Computers [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I switch it up like everyday [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: No [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: I don't understand? [ .055. ] are/was you popular: I don't really know if I'm considered popular or not? [ .056. ] favorite dance: The Hussle (: [ .057. ] favorite memory: When I was about 9 and I was on vaction in Florida [ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: Going on tour with my band [ .059. ] least favorite memory: Grade 7 and 8 [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Trying to break dance, then farting really loud!
F A V 0 R i T E S [ .061. ] number: 69 [ .062. ] letter: J [ .063. ] shoes: Chucks [ .064. ] saying(s): Narley [ .065. ] TV show: South Park [ .066. ] sport: Snowboarding [ .067. ] vegetable: Tomato [ .068. ] fruit: Apple [ .069. ] movie: I love way too many of them [ .070. ] magazine: AP [ .071. ] actor: Will Farrel [ .072. ] actress: Dakota Fanning [ .073. ] candy: Ewwwww I hate candy! [ .074. ] gum: Juicy Fruit [ .075. ] scent: Gasoline <3 [ .076. ] candy bar: Crunch [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: French Vanilla [ .078. ] color: Green [ .079. ] season: Fall [ .080. ] holiday: Halloween [ .081. ] band: The Used <3 [ .082. ] singer: Bert <3 <3 <3 [ .083. ] group: ? The Used [ .084. ] rapper: The guy from The Gorillaz [ .085. ] type of music: Emo Scream-O [ .086. ] thing in your room: My cd's [ .087. ] place to be: North Carolina [ .089. ] tv channel: 60 [ .090. ] junk food: Pizza [ .091. ] overall food: Taco Bell!!!! [ .092. ] store: HMV [ .093. ] hangout: The Secret Park [ .094. ] fast food: Taco Bell!!!!!!!!! [ .095. ] restaurant: Any Chinese resturant [ .096. ] shape: Heart [ .097. ] time of day: Around 1:00 pm [ .098. ] country: Canada [ .100. ] boys name: Benjamin [ .101. ] girls name: Violet [ .102. ] mall: Devonshire [ .103. ] video game: Mario Kart Double Dash <3 [ .104. ] shampoo: I don't really care lol [ .105. ] board game: Clue [ .106. ] computer game: Roller Coaster Tycoon [ .107. ] car: The Smart Car! (their so cute, I just wanna dip them in my coffee) [ .108. ] music video: The Ex, Billy Talent [ .109. ] swear word: Fuck [ .110. ] word: Puddingskits (I made it up) [ .111. ] month: October [ .112. ] cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants <3 [ .113. ] scary movie: What Lies Beneath [ .114. ] team: ? [ .115. ] possession: The Used, In Love And Death
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR.. [ .116. ] eminem: whigger [ .117. ] dog: A Husky [ .118. ] hot: tub [ .119. ] britney spears: fat [ .120. ] nsync: gay [ .121. ] real world: Garden State [ .122. ] orange: county [ .123. ] choice: First Choice Hair Cutters [ .124. ] present: Christmas [ .125. ] bisexual: Family Guy [ .126. ] black: white [ .127. ] icq: Some band name that sounds like that [ .128. ] insane clown posse: A shitty band [ .129. ] linkin park: Another shitty band [ .130. ] jack: off [ .131. ] rainbow: A leprecaun [ .133. ] cucumber: Jackass [ .134. ] shark: Jaws [ .135. ] lifehouse: Baywatch [ .136. ] bat: man [ .137. ] leather: catwoman [ .138. ] whip: catwoman lol [ .139. ] america: Cedar Point [ .140. ] water: I got nothing? [ .141. ] volcano: Lilo and Stitch
T H i S - 0R - T H A T ? [ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: Pop [ .147. ] rap or r&b: Whats the difference? [ .148. ] rap or metal: Fuck I hate them both so much! [ .149. ] pop or r&b: Pop [ .150. ] pop or metal: Pop [ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park [ .153. ] tool or korn: Korn [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Who's Selena? [ .155. ] hot or cold: Hot [ .156. ] winter or summer: Summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: Britney [ .159. ] icp or eminem: Neither [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Garbage [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV [ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Dawson's Creek [ .165. ] football or basketball: Football [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Winter [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding [ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding [ .169. ] black or white: White [ .170. ] orange or red: Orange [ .171. ] yellow or green: Green [ .172. ] purple or pink: Pink [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Fuck Them Both [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Pac Sun [ .175. ] inside or outside: Outside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Alcohol (weed is bad kiddies) [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell Phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff Girls [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo <3 [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Pokemon <3 <3 <3 [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Tatoos [ .184. ] prep or punk: Prep [ .185. ] slut or whore: Slut
P R i V A T E L i F E [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes [ .187. ] do you have a crush: Amy <3 [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: Yup [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yes [ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: 2 (well then there's the boys lol) [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Amy [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 4 [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: If it's there, enjoy it [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Mostly a baby lol [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Many [ .197. ] please post it if you do: I don't remember how to put pictures on here lol [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Many [ .199. ] please post it if you do: Yet Again....
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yup [ .202. ] are you still friends: Well kinda [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Hell No! [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: That's gross [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: Nope [ .206. ] how about a little x: No thanks [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: Nope nope and nope [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Beer gross [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Fuck yeah [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: It;s only my favorite [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Beer [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: [ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yes [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: Your momma lastnight! Ohhhhh
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER.. [ .215. ] bungee jump: Yes [ .216. ] sky dive: Yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yup [ .218. ] scuba dive: Sure [ .219. ] go rock climbing: Yeah [ .220. ] eat crap for $1,000,000: No you could die from that, even if it is your own shit [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: They've done it to me, why not [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Not a chance [ .223. ] cross-dress: Been there, but it was Halloween [ .224. ] lie to the police: maybe, it depends [ .225. ] run from the police: I've done it muhahahahahaha [ .226. ] lie to your parents: Sadly [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: No [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: If I needed the cash lol [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No, people work there for a living [ .230. ] streak: Oh god, I love doing that (:
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S [ .231. ] best friends: My cousin Sean, and Amy [ .232. ] known longest: My cousin Sean (: [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Rob [ .234. ] wish you saw more: My cousin ): [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: I don't really care anymore [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: My cousin lol [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Brennan [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Can't Say I Have [ .239. ] craziest: Sean Davidson [ .240. ] loudest: Sean Davidson [ .241. ] shyest: Amy [ .242. ] best hair: My cousin [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: My cousin [ .244. ] best eyes: Amy [ .246. ] most athletic: Matt [ .247. ] sex symbol: Sean Davidson [ .248. ] hot tempered: Sean Davidson [ .249. ] most impatient: me lol [ .250. ] shortest: Hailey [ .251. ] tallest: My cousin [ .252. ] talented: Richard [ .253. ] best singer: I don't know? [ .254. ] skinniest: Sean Davidson [ .255. ] nicest: Brennan [ .256. ] best personality: Brennan [ .257. ] biggest drug user: Matt
HAVE Y0U EVER: [ .258. ] flashed someone: No [ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: Yup [ .260. ] been to michigan: I think so [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No [ .263. ] skateboarded: Yes [ .264. ] skinny dipped: Yes hehe (: [ .265. ] stolen anything: Sadly [ .266. ] wanted to kick my butt for making this so long: No, it's kinda fun [ .267. ] kicked someone's butt: No [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Oh Yeah [ .269. ] broken a beer bottle: Yes [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: I wish
current mood: bored current music: Yellowcard - Lights and Sounds
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| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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7:14 pm - You Can Stay And Watch Me Fall, And Off Coarse I'll Ask For Help
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You are...(looks) [ ] tall [x] in between [ ] short
[ ]blonde [ ]redhead [ ]brunette [x]black
[x] blue-eyed [ ] brown-eyed [ ] green-eyed [ ] hazel eyed [ ] gold eyed [ ] grey eyed [ ] glasses [ ] contacts
[ ] braces [ ] freckles [ ] piercings [ ] tattoos
[x] long hair [ ] short hair [ ] med. hair
Your nationality includes... [ ] Chinese [ ] Indian [ ] Taiwanese [ ] Japanese [ ] Hispanic [ ] Nicoya [ ] Puerto Rican [ ] Chicana [ ] Italian [ ] Filipino [ ] Dutch [ ] French [ ] German [ ] Irish [ ] Greek [ ] Portuguese [x] Polish [ ] Korean [ ] Jamacian [x] Canadian [ ] Lithuanian [ ] Native American [ ] Russian [ ] British [ ] African [ ] Scandanavian [ ] Armenian [ ] Finnish [ ] Haitian [ ] Hungarian [ ] Scottish [ ] Other
Your favorite color(s) are? [ ] red [ ] pink [ ] yellow [ ] black [x] green [ ] blue [ ] white [ ] silver [ ] purple [x] brown [ ] orange [ ] turquoise
Some sports/physical things you have done? [ ] soccer [ ] cheerleading [ ] dancing [ ] lacrosse [ ] field hockey [ ] hockey [ ] football [ ] softball [ ] wrestling [ ] gymnastics [x] track/cross country [ ] basketball [x] baseball [ ] golf [ ] playing in the mud [x] playing music [ ] hiking [ ] kayaking [x] camping [ ] horseback riding [ ] marching band [x] good old-fashion sex
Your personality is sometimes... [ ] annoying [ ] talkative [ ] shy [x] funny [x] serious [ ] bubbly [ ] spazzy [ ] fun-loving [ ] laid-back [ ] strict [ ] hyper [x] weird
The music you like is? [ ] rap [x] rock [ ] pop [ ] country [ ] hip hop [ ] r&b [ ] slow jams [ ] christian rock [ ] classical [x] techno [ ] oldies [ ] the 80s [ ] punk [ ] metal [ ] reggae [ ] goth [ ] latin [ ] 90's Grunge
The pets you have are? [ ] cat [ ] dog [ ] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret [ ] rabbit [ ] fish [ ] bird [ ] other
Clothes you like to wear are? [ ] plain t-shirts [ ] sweatshirts [ ] stockings [ ] high heels [ ] boots [x] sneakers [x] jeans [ ] pj pants [x] boxers [ ] underwear [ ] dresses [ ] mini skirts [ ] long skirts [ ] watches [ ] necklace [ ] hoop earring(s) [ ] toe socks [ ] flip flops [ ] halter tops [ ] stilletos [x] band shirts [x] shorts [ ] sleeve-less
How do you like to wear your hair? [ ] down [ ] ponytail [ ] pigtails [ ] messy bun [ ] half ponytail [ ] scrunched/curly [ ] bun [ ] crimped [ ] with a bandana [ ] French braids [ ] lots of little braids [ ] gel [ ] hat [x] messy hot guy hair [ ] sex hair [ ] fauxhawk
You're mostly labeled as? [ ] goth [ ] emo [ ] prep [ ] punk [ ] hippie [ ] nerd [ ] ditzy [ ] hyper [ ] happy [ ] everything [x] i hate labels! i'm just me! [ ] i have no idea
You eat? [ ] dessert every night [ ] no meat - well no red meat. [ ] diet stuff [x] healthy foods [x] junk foods [ ] a lot of carbs [ ] lots of meat [ ] salad [ ] seafood [ ] Mountain Dew
A typical friday night... [x] mall with your friends [ ] partying [x] watching movies [ ] going to the club [x] staying home [ ] home with your mom [ ] babysitting and getting $$ [x] hanging out w/ my friends [x] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ] working while your friends are out having fun [ ] going out to eat
Currently you are... [x] in a relationship [ ] single and loving it [ ] crushing [ ] single and looking for someone [ ] just broke up... and so sad about it
Online, you use: [x] lol [ ] sup [ ] =D [ ] lmao [ ] stfu [ ] ty [ ] jk [ ] ttyl [ ] g2g [ ] ^^ [ ] T_T [ ] x_x [ ] ^_^
Did you like this survey? [ ] yeah [ ] no! [x] it was ok [ ] it was something to do [ ] it made my life
current mood: thoughtful current music: The Used <3
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| Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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8:06 pm - Smile Big For Everyone Even When You Know What They've Done
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NEW YELLOWCARD CD "LIGHTS ANS SOUNDS" !!!!!!!!!!!
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DVD COMING SOON - DOUBLE DISC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. get rid of ipods....they are hurting the music business
current mood: cheerful current music: The Strokes
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| Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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9:04 am - Two Timing Touch And Broken Bones
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wow I just got The Hives DVD...i love it..their so crazy...and it's weird watching their live stuff because they dress like their from the 50's...but the crowd is 2005
i also got the Keane DVD...it's very good to..it's soft...but it's good (:
(i will be amazed if people actually comment on this)
current mood: blank current music: The Hives
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| Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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9:38 am - Dance Dance, Wer're Falling Apart To Half Time
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i hate being sick so much...seriously i was just sick two weeks ago...now i am again....my throat is killing me...and i have that weird thing going on where your body hurts, feels weak, and is always cold ):
current mood: cold current music: Postal Service
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| Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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4:21 pm - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Off Her Pants
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what's your name? Jordan how old are you? 16 how tall are you? 5'9 what's your nationality? Polish what grade are you in? 11 favorite song(s)? Take It Away and The Ex favorite band(s)? The Used, Billy Talent, MCR, Taking Back Sunday, The White Stripes, The Postal Service favorite show? South Park favorite movie? I Can't Pick favorite sport? Snowboarding favorite place to be? Cedar Point
have you ever had sex: No drank alcohol: Yup gotten drunk: Yup smoked: No skipped school: No lied to your best friend: No gotten grounded: Yes
do you fall in love easily? No trust people too easy? No smoke? No drink? Not Anymore, Not Really lie? No talk shit? No party? No, But I Want To cut yourself? No
is there someone you love? Yes someone you hate? Oh Yeah someone you have lied to? Yes someone that lied to you? Yup
are you in love? Yes tired? Kinda glad this is over? No, I Wish It Was Longer Actually
current mood: bored current music: Pezz - Watoosh
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12:22 pm - Even Out Of View, Still I Love All Of You
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yesterday i basically got into a huge fight with Sean and Danielle...the real reason is just that me and other people feel like they don't want to hang out with us anymore...whenever we ask them to hang out their always busy, it seemed like Richard and Jen were the only ones they would hang out with...like we weren't cool enough or something?
i don't know...i'm not really sure whats going on right now...but i had to speak my mind...and i did...and even though yesterday it went really bad...Sean said he might call me today...i heard he wanted to see me today....so maybe things will get better...but me and him have seemed to drift apart for a while now...like how it happened to me and Richard...i use to see him...but now it's only at band practice
Sean was my best friend for a bit...but it's different now...and it seemed like it was going to turn into what me and Richard are like....and i really don't want to lose another friend
current mood: worried current music: Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby
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| Friday, January 13th, 2006
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10:44 am - Best Friends Means I'll Pull The Trigger
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well it has been a very very long time since i've updated...i've just been kinda of busy lately with having a job now.
about 3 days ago I got my driving license, and i'm very excited about it...i've been looking for any excuse to drive right now lol
but it get's very scary sometimes...like once i drove in rush hour...i almost made the car go off the road
anyways...i work tonight for 5:00 to 9:00...i really don't like working on the weekends...but i havn't worked all week and i don't want my paycheck to suck so i do hope they give me some hours
well that's it for now....i'll try to remember to update more in the future
current mood: hot current music: Taking Back Sunday and The Postal Service
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| Sunday, December 18th, 2005
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1:19 am - Watching Some Good Friends Scream, Let Me Out
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i hate my computer so much...it has so many viruses....i'm not joking it's a miracle when it turns on....it takes me about 2 hours to check my e-mails...god i hate it so much....but hopefully i'll be getting Windows XP
today i got a job at Price Chopper (: i've been trying to get a job for a long time now and i finally have one...and the people are really nice...it's close to me...and the hours don't seem bad at all...so it seems like an awesome place to work
today i went to the mall with Amy...we had alot of fun just walking around and what not...and then we saw "Walk The Line" it was okay i guess...King Kong kicked it's ass though!
but probably a big reason i wasn't really enjoying it was because i was almost passed out...i was so tired from working today...and i'm still really tired....i don't even know why i'm awake and typing lol
but yeah...i'm going to take a shower then finally go to sleep
current mood: exhausted current music: The Used - I Caught Fire
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| Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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5:29 pm - When I Shook Her Hand I Really Shook A Glove
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it's been a really long time since i've updated...and i don't know about you guys...but i miss reading about me lol...just kidding
but lifes really good for me right now...Amy is such an amazing person <3 Love <3
and i'm really excited for the christmas break...and just for christmas....PRESENTS!!!
also Amy's birthday is coming up (: ...so she has to wait to get her christmas gifts from me till then lol...that's going to suck
i'm kind of worried about me and Sean lately though...i don't really see him much...and he's been saying alot of bad things about me lately...i try to forgive them because he's my friend...but he's also basically putting me in the "last resort" section right now...which means i'm his friend when no one else is around
but it's okay because i also have other great friends (:
like today Allanah came and talked to me...that was really cool because we got in a scrap back in the day lol...and we didn't talk for the longest time...so it was good talking to her again
other then that....school's been driving me crazy....but i think i just need a little vacation that's all...which is coming up (:
current mood: drained from newspapers current music: Pezz - Watoosh
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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12:11 pm - I Can't Stop Now, I've Got Troubles Of My Own
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right now there is a news team outside of my house...because at around 6:00 am last night a bunch of kids jumped out of a van and ran over to my neighbors house and destroyed all of their christmas decorations...they had so much nice stuff set up too...like a blow up Grinch...and these damn kids have been doing this for a while....but last night they went too far because they completely ruined everything!
i really hate teenagers....and last night at Semi Formal....well when i went there..i expected a nice Formal dance you know...i mean everyone was dressed up so nice, and i thought it was going to be Formal slow dances and stuff..and maybe just like some fun dancing too...but it turns out it was just another dance were boys and girls get together in big groups to dry hump each other!
it was so gross...so me, Brennan, Matt, Trish, and Alex got out of there...it seriously was a waste of money....i spent most of the time standing in the lobby.
but other then that i am looking forward to today because Alisa is having a birthday party....and i just love house parties...also if Richard agrees to play...Alisa said our band can play (:
and i really hope Richard does because even though i'm sick i want to start playing wherever we can so people start to know who we are
current mood: weird current music: The White Stripes
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| Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
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9:01 pm - She Sais She Has No Time, For You Now
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yesterday was a great practice, we played some songs and our own...but then we started switching instruments and just going NUTS! lol
like i picked up Sean's bass guitar and i was smacking the strings and screaming for no reason...ans Sean had my microphone and he was jumping on Danielle and Amy and screaming in their faces lol...it was so funny
today i went to my first period class for about 20 min...but i kept almost passing out because i was really sick...and i couldn't talk (i might be getting strep throat) and my teacher said "maybe you should go home, i don't want you to get sick on my desks or anything" he was just kidding though he's a funny guy, but i said yeah i think i will go home
and i didn't really do anything...i slept...took a bath...listened to alot of weird music on my ATTICUS 3 cd...well i did have to go out and deliver my newspapers...it took me so long because i felt weak, so i was moving so slow
i'm jealous because tomorrow a bunch or my friends are going to 89x Stole Christmas...i really should have gone with them...i regret that now...big time ):
but at least after tomorrow...theres no school...just Semi! WOO!
well i'm not super excited...not like seeing The Used live or anything...but i'm still really looking forward to it (:
i'm going to get my freak on
current mood: sick current music: Keane - Bend And Break
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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7:49 pm - Want To Hear Your Voice Out Loud
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Five years ago, 2000 5 years ago... How old were you? 11 What grade were you in? grade 6 Where did you go to school? St. Thomas More Where did you work? lol i was in grade 6 Where did you live? 945 Bottany Hill Rd. Where did you hang out? in my TV room How was your hair style? short and very blonde Did you wear braces? no Did you wear glasses? no Who was your best friend? Rob Kiddie Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? girls had cooties then Who was your celebrity crush? wouldn't know what the word meant Who was your regular-person crush? COOTIES! Were you a virgin? off coarse not...i got knocked up every saturday How many piercings did you have? none How many tattoos did you have? none What was your favorite band? Blink 182 What was your biggest fear? bugs!!! Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no Had you gotten drunk or high yet? no Had you driven yet? no --------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------- How old are you? 16 Whats your educational status? grade 11 Where do you go to school? F.J. Brennan Where do you work? well i deliver newspapers right now Where do u live? i'd rather keep that to myself Where do you hang out? my house or my friends houses How is your hair style? long and black Do you wear braces? not anymore Do you wear glasses? no Who is your best friend? Seanny D. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend: don't have one Who is your celebrity crush: Zui Suicide Who is your real life crush: don't have one How many piercings do you have? 0 How many tattoos do you have? none ): What is your favorite band? THE USED <3 (heartcore) What is your biggest fear? bugs!!! Have you smoked a cigarette?: no Have u been drunk/high?: drunk Are You a virgin: yup
_Birth_ Name on your birth certificate: Jordan Wigle Janisse Date of birth: November 16, 1989 Place of birth: A hospital Parents names: Mike and Vickie Parents ages: Mike - 49 Vickie - 47 Any older siblings?: no
_15 Years Ago_
How old were you? 1 How old were your siblings? 0 Which did you get along with best? i don't have any Which parent did you prefer? either at that point Did you have any pets? no If so, names and types? If you were in school, who was your teacher? I wasn't How were your grades? wouldn't know Who was your best friend? the TV Where did you live? My house What kind of music were you listening to? a little Twinkle Twinkle Little Star Favourite toys? my Teddy Favourite movie? Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs What's your most prevalent good memory? crawling up my stars Bad memory?: the christmas tree
_10 Years Ago_
How old were you? 6 Which sibling did you get along with best? Which parent did you prefer? mom Did you have any pets? no Who was your teacher? did i go to school? How were your grades? Who was your best friend? Katie Where did you live? My house What kind of music were you listening to? the Power Rangers theme song Favourite toys? Teddy Favourite movie? Pocantis (i can't spell it) What's your most prevalent memory? North Carolina, watching Pocantis
_5 Years Ago_
How old were you? 11 Which sibling did you get along with best? Which parent did you prefer? mom Did you have any pets? my cat Rosie Who was your teacher? Mr. Leise How were your grades? good Who was your best friend? Rob Kiddie Where did you live? still my house in Toronto What sort of music were you listening to? anything really Favourite movie? The Matrix Were you drinking, doing drugs, smoking? no Most prevalent emotion? having fun What's your most prevalent memory? acting goofy at the back of the class
_4 Years Ago_
How old were you? 13 Did you have any pets? yup i still had Rosie Who was your teacher? Mr. Trembley How were your grades? excellent Who was your best friend? Adrian Hutchison Where did you live? My house (now in Windsor) What sort of music were you listening to? still anything Favourite movie? Ace Ventura Pet Detective Where you drinking, doing drugs, smoking? no Most prevalent emotion? hating bullies What your most prevalent memory? skateboarding to Mac's with Adrian
_Preschool_
Did you have preschool? yes One year or two? one Did you enjoy it? yes Could you spell your name by then? probably not Could you buckle your cordoroy overalls? nope lol Were you an emo crybaby? yeah Did you have show and tell? yup What did you bring? my action figures
_Kindergarten_
Did you hate the schoolbus? i screamed the first time i was put on one Did you ever scream and cry and grab for your mom? first thing i did lol Did you have a kids tv show themed backpack? Batman Were you afraid of the bathroom? no Do you remember the field trips? Yes Do you remember ANYTHING about kindergarten? going to pumpkin patches to pick pumpkins
_1st Grade_
Did you memorize all those stupid clapping songs? no Are you still chummy with your friends from first grade? i wish What kind of people did they turn out to be? probably gangsta's lol What was your playground ritual? run around and scream Moment of glory? eating glue Ever pee yourself? nope Were you an early bloomer or a late bloomer? in what way?
_2nd Grade_
Love or loathe story time? love <3 Did you sneak some of your snack out of your desk before snacktime? i didn't eat snacks Who were your best friends? Rob and Jacklyn Girl/Boy Scouts? your too young for scouts at that age
_3rd Grade_
Was third grade a short year to you? no Did you feel like a big shot finally being in elementary school? no Ever pick on anybody? nope Were you picked on? i don't think so Were you a bookworm or an anti-reader? bookworm
_4th Grade_
What was the worst trouble you got into in 4th grade? i was actually a teachers pet lol Best friends..same or different? same Were the field trips satisfactory? i loved them How was your first encounter with the nurse about puberty? i didn't hit puberty till grade 8/9 Did boys still suck? gross
_5th Grade_
Did you pick on the younger kids? no What was your style? super hero t-shirts What was your favorite color? blue Is your haircolor the same as it was in fifth grade? no Who was your favorite musican? didn't have one Were you good with book reports? i didn't have book reports in grade 5 What did you do at recess? played alot of tag Were you liked/popular? i like to think so Were you a rebel or a conformist? neither really
_6th Grade_
Was being at the bottom of the food chain again totally nerve racking? no How were those awkward preteen years? fine actually Were you ever picked on? like you wouldn't believe What did you care about most? TV
_7th Grade_
How were your grades in the 7th, better or worse? better Did anything change for you in 7th? well i moved to Windsor for one Pick up any activities? no Pick on the 6th graders? no Befriend the 8th graders? no
_8th Grade_
Top of the food chain once again! horrible Did you hang out with the older kids? no, they beat me up though How were your grades? amazing Were you a popular kid? i was the new kid Did you enjoy 8th grade? i would cut that year from my life if i could
_9th Grade_
Were you afraid of upperclassmen? yes Were you friends with any older kids? no Were you stylin? no Did you think you knew it all? no Did your parents suck? no Do they still? no
_10th Grade_
How were those finals? good Did you get your permit? for what? Did you crash at all? what? Did you drive kids when you weren't supposed to? drive? Did you go to the junior prom? no
_11th Grade_
Did you plan on going to college? i guess i do? Love life? i had one at the beginning, but not anymore Get in any fights? not unless one day i feel like getting beat to shit
_12th Grade_
Did senior year rock? ... Any regrets? ... What are you doing with your life right now (no matter what grade)... Rate your educational career: ...
_3 Years Ago_
How old were you? 13 Did you have any pets? no Who was your best friend? Adrian Where did you live? My house What kind of music were you listening to? anything Favourite movie? The Lord Of The Rings Were you drinking, doing drugs, smoking? no Most prevalent emotion? being bored Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no What's your most prevalent memory? doing homework
_2 Years Ago_ How old were you? 14 Did you have any pets? no Who was your best friend? Adrian Where did you live? My house What kind of music were you listening to? Blink 182 and Sum 41 Favourite movie? The Lord Of The Rings Were you drinking, doing drugs, smoking? no Most prevalent emotion? excited What's your most prevalent memory? seeing scary kids for the first time lol
_1 Year Ago_ How old were you? 15 Did you have any pets? no Who was your best friend? Amy Where did you live? My house What kind of music were you listening to? Billy Talent all the way! Favourite movie? SAW Were you drinking, doing drugs, smoking? i was drinking Most prevalent emotion? love Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yup If so, a bit about them : the "out of my league girl" that was actually going out with me lol What's your most prevalent memory? feeling older
_Today_ How old are you? 16 Do you have any pets? no Who is your best friend? Seanny D. Where do you live? STILL IN MY FUCKING HOUSE!!!! What kind of music do you listen to? The Used, Billy Talent, Taking Back Sunday, MCR, The Postal Service Do you drink? Yes Smoke? no Do drugs? no Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no If so, a bit about them : Your favourite memory from the past year: my birthday Any excitng plans for the future? my band getting big What do you think you're going to do after this? continue with writting this new christmas song
current mood: drained from this quiz current music: Pezz
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| Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
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11:03 pm - Bend And Break
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.:[Y]::[O]::[U]:.
:001:Name:!: Jordan :002:Age:!: 16. :003:Birthday:!: November 16 :004:Location:!: My Computer Room :005:Religon:!: i'm not sure right now
.:[T]::[O]::[D]::[A]::[Y]:.
:006:Date:!: November 23 :007:Time:!: 11:02 pm :008:What clothes are you wearing:!: pajamas, fuzzy slippers and a house coat :009:What jewelry are you wearing:!: none
.:[L]::[O]::[O]::[K]::[S]:.
:010:Hair color:!: black :011:Hair length:!: pretty damn long lol :012:Eye Color:!: greyish blue :013:Height:!: 5'9 :014:Shoe Size:!: 10 1/2 :015:Do you wear glasses:!: no :016:What about contacts:!: nope
.:[L]::[O]::[V]::[E]:.
:017:Do you have a crush:!: no :018:Single or taken:!: single :019:Have you ever said I love you to someone and meant it:!: yes :020:Have you ever thought you were in love:!: i know i was :021:How long is the longest relationship you have ever been in: around a year and a half :022:Has a member of the opposite sex ever made you cry:!: yes :023:Ever had a dream about a crush:!: yup :024:Ever liked a close guy/girlfriend:!: liked in what way? :025:Are you lonely right now:!: on and off :026:Ever afraid you'll never get married:!: hell no :027:Do you want to get married:!: no :028:Do you want kids:!: i don't know? :029:Been Hurt by someone you loved:!: yes
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:030:How many friends do you have:!: i'm not sure :031:How many friends are guys:!: maybe 7 :032:How many friends are girlies:!: i don't really know :033:Funniest:!: Sean (my cousin) and Sean Davidson :034:Perkiest:!: Jen :035:Most organized:!: my cousin Sean :036:Least organized!: Seanny D. :037:Most likely to become a model:!: i can see Amy being a Suicide Girl :038:Prettiest:!: (undisclosed) :039:Who has the same taste in music as you:!: my cousin :040:Likes country:!: well me, Seanny D. and Amy really dig The White Stripes (which are sometimes country) :041:Likes Rock:!: all of them :042:Likes Rap:!: lol Sean loves "My Humps" :043:Who do you have the deepest converstations with:!: Sean and Amy :044:Who do you fight with the most:!: (undisclosed) :045:The one you are closest to:!: Sean :046:The one who is the furthest away:!: my cousin ): :047:The one you feel like doesn't get you:!: (undisclosed)
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:048:Flower:!: Tulipe :049:Quote from a movie:!: "You Are Home" Almost Famous :050:Room in house:!: my room :051:Type of music:!: Emo Scream-o :052:Day of the week:!: friday :053:Color:!: brown :054:Month:!: October :055:Season:!: fall :056:Thing to do:!: band practice (:
.:[T]::[H]::[I]::[S]:..:or:..:[T]::[H]::[A]::[T]:.
:057:Would you rather love or be loved?:!: be loved :058:Love or Lust:!: Love :059:Cat or Dog:!: cat :060:Coke or Pepsi:!: Pepsi :061:Thanksgiving or Christmas:!: Christmas :062:Pools Or Hot Tubs:!: HOT TUBS YO!!!!! :063:Television Or Radio:!: television :064:CDs Or MP3's:!: CD's :065:Vanilla or chocolate:!: vanilla :066:Movies or music:!: that's tuff...i don't really know :067:Sunset or Sunrise:!: sunset
.:[T]::[H]::[e]::[F]::[U]::[T]::[U]::[R]::[E]:. :068:Where do you want to live:!: New York :069:How Many Kids You Want:!: if i was to have any...just one probably :070:Pets:!: a light brown kitten, and a husky :071:Car:!: a Smart Car (: :072:5 years from now:!: on tour hopefully :D
.:[H]::[A]::[V]::[E]::[Y]::[O]::[U]:.
:073:Done Drugs:!: no :074:Run Away From Home:!: yes :075:Lied:!: yes :076:Stolen Anything:!: no :077:Broken A Bone:!: yes :078:Cheated On A Test:!: no :079:Cheated On A Girlfriend/Boyfriend:!: no :080:Been In The Hospital:!: yes :081:Fell asleep in the shower/bath:!: yes (very scary) :082:Never slept during a night:!: no :083:Sat in a restaurant without ordering:!: yes :084:Seen someone die:!: yes (i watched my great grandma pass away) :085:Streaked the streets:!: not yet muhahahahaha :086:Screamed at someone for no reason:!: yeah :087:Stayed up till 4 am on the phone:!: yup :088:Pulled a prank:!: i think so? :089:Made fun of someone:!: who hasn't? :090:Cried yourself to sleep:!: yes :091:Found yourself crying and not quite sure why:!: yeah
.:[L]::[A]::[S]::[T]::[T]::[I]::[M]::[E]:.
:092:Took a shower:!: about an hour ago :093:Cried:!: last saturday :094:Given/gotten a hug:!: got a hug from Trish saying goodbye :095:Been to the movies:!: SAW 2 i think...which was a while ago ): :096:Had a boy/girlfriend:!: Amy was my last girlfriend...i think we broke up a month ago...someone told me longer though? :097:Kissed someone:!: last time i was kissed was the day before me and Amy broke up :098:Said I love you:!: lol yet again...about a month ago :099:Danced:!: today on the bus ride home
LAST QUESTION; :100:How was it?:!: how was what?
8 Firsts... First Best Friend: Rob Kiddie First Kiss: kinda lip kiss (Alisa) my messed up first really kiss lol (Amy) First Screen Name: ohh god...ummm..."Jordan Janisse" First Pet: my cat Rosie ): First Piercing: i've never had one First Crush: (sorry Amy i know i'm saying your name alot lol) Amy First Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers and Blink 182 (mind you i had no idea who they were) First Car: i wish
7 Lasts... Last Cigarette: no thanks Last alchoholic beverage: must have been a long time ago Last Car Ride: hading out resumes Last Kiss: jesus lol...about a month ago! Last Movie Seen: i was already asked this too!!! SAW 2!!! Last Phone Call: i tried calling Sean Last CD Played: Keane - Hopes And Fears
6 Have You Evers.... Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yup Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes Have You Ever Been Arrested: no Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yes Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah actually...i was in the news once for a can drive at school
5 Things.... 5 Things You're Wearing: slippers, pajama pants, t-shirt, house coat...i don't have any number five on 5 Things You've Done Today: homework, hand out resumes, walked to the beach, listened to music, watched South Park 5 Things You Can't Live Without: Movies, Music, Food, Friends, My Band 5 Places You've Been: Florida, North Carolina, Cedar Point, Niagra Falls, and Grand Bend
4 favorite things In NO Order 1. My Band 2. Movies 3. Music 4. Hot Tubs
3 People You Can Tell *Almost* Anything To 1. Sean 2. Amy 3. my Mom 4. Brennan
2 Choices... 1. Black or White: black 2. Hot or Cold: hot
1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die: make love
current mood: awake off coffee current music: Keane - Bedshaped
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| Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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8:50 pm - Waist Down So That You Could Move Forward
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right now i am in love with quinn-allman.com
seriously Used fans...this site is the shit...although i'm sure Brittany you already like own part of the website lol
but i just got to watch the making of Take It Away...and Bert was so funny in it!
current music: The Postal Service
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5:07 pm - Do You Know What Your Girl's Been Up To?
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want the best Used pictures and Used galleries on the internet, then go to quinn-allman.com
P.S. if anyone has the video for Street Drum Corps ft. Bert "Happy Christmas (War Is Over)" could you please post it
current mood: indescribable current music: Bert
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